Where to begin? I just searched the forums for my first posting to the ATM group and it is from April 2004, almost 4 years ago! But reading those posts I had clearly already started several months before.
In 2003, I saw a wonderful string scope made by a wonderful person (doug tanaka) who wound up mentoring me through thick and thin. He showed me how he made a carbon fiber curved spider and strings, served archer style. It nested into itself collapsing like russian dolls, and he encouraged me to build my own... and that's when it began.
I acquired a very good 13" f4.5 mirror from a coulter that tested very well at Steve Swayze's shop, and he said it doesn't need refiguring, but I had him perfect it just the same. (and it is perfect).
I started on the cage, learning to route in the process, learning to mold carbon fiber in the process, learning to cut tubes in the process, learning to forstner drill pockets for struts... everything was new to me.
I used nylon screws everywhere i could and shaved every ounce I could on the cage knowing that a pound saved up top is 5 saved below (so 6 total if you can shave a pound off the top).
I felt a bit let down when the rocker posed fewer learning opportunities being pretty much a box, so I challenged myself to learn some joinery at least. That added many months and failures (was trying to learn dovetailing which is not for the beginner, but I tried just the same). Finally I decided to simplify my goal a little bit and learn to cut box joints. Almost as beautiful, and very strong. I learned a lot about how not to chip out plywood on a table saw (hint: use wood backing for every hole, every cut).
I had a 8" dob that I traded in for a 6" mak on a Nexstar mount to keep me equipped during this long learning process (made longer by my self-challenges).
Then something very difficult happened about 2 years into my atm-ing. My marriage broke up and it took all my strength to recalibrate, recreate, resurrect myself. Naturally, such luxuries as ATMing took a distant back seat to rebuilding my life and spending lots of time with friends, family and not so much solitary time in the basement. I emerged positive, uncynical, and with the perspective that it must have been for the best if we are happier now, and I am truly happy again!
With a good attitude, it's a lot easier to attract the right mate the second time around, and that's what happened. My new girlfriend encouraged me to pick up the project again, and with some stops and starts, I did just that. Any of you reading this that can relate to the joy of having someone you love share your interests, and then you get to share the sky with them, and essentially rejoice (pardon the hyperbole, but what word describes this better) together over the sight of saturn's rings, jupiter's cloud bands, the trapezeum, albeiro, the ring. All the show stoppers shared with someone who really appreciates it. Wonderful. Well all this on the 6" mak, the 13" dob was back underway.
I built the ground board in no time. I also made friends with Dan Gray who is equally amazing as an ATM and as a person, and who gave me a lot of good advice, and had his welder weld my cell. He showed me how to use a tap and die and metal lathe. I made all my metal parts in his shop and am very much in his debt. I wish I met him earlier since he is so radical in his design opinions, he's opened my eyes to questioning a lot of the received wisdom from the K-B book, and his designs prove that K-B tends to promote an overbuild strategy. Some of which I am saddled with though I did cut corners wherever my skepticism seemed valid (a lot this discussion on this very forum).
Back to the shop: I CAD-ed up my scope with F/L in order to determine the angles my poles would have to incline. This was a totally unexpected hurdle. It was very difficult to figure out how to make pole-holes in corner blocks at a 7° compound angle. My new job has a shop adjacent to it, so I made friends with the shop guy of course. A case of beer later and he had machined those 7° holes into some solid ren-shape.
All that remained was for me to make strings. Dan said he just screwed two big screws into a bench and used that to wrap several windings of 450+ archer string tying the end in a crude, yet simple to execute square knot. Whereas Doug encouraged me to learn the art of sting serving. Curse and bless you Doug!

This took longer still and about 20 emails, until finally I just met him in our mutual second hometown of Vancouver BC, where we spent the afternoon making my strings and he showed me how serving works which is an art form in itself. The idea is that since a knot is the weakest point in a string, you eliminate it, by not using a knot and rather winding a special serving string (with a special serving tool) around the strings several dozens of times each and back in on itself in a way that can never come undone, and distributes the load of the winding across maybe 3" of area. It's wonderful to have learned how that's done and even better to see the results as it looks very professional and very 'finished'.
I knocked out a mercedes-logo looking ground board with hockey pucks as its feet. A good vibration dampener. I learned a lot about wood finishing in this whole process as well (I like spar urethane).
I tried a few different springs until I got the right balance between too much tension to be able to insert the poles and too little to make the tube taught in compression/tension.
And that brings me to today. This day, March 11, 2008: I saw my telescope for the first time in its completed form! It almost brought a tear to my eye remembering the long journey above and all the happy and sad moments along the way. Almost.
I collimated it to within an inch of its life. I zip-tied on the first red-dot finder I could find in my shop and took it outside to align it on a distant tree. Having seen the tree through the scope in broad daylight, I realized, this is the first time in over 4 years that I'm actually looking through my telescope...it's first light. Let me ask you something, does 'first light' strictly apply to the night sky?
I took the pictures below, knowing I owed this forum a record of my completion: this forum that helped me through so many quandaries, with so much wisdom and camaraderie (THANK YOU ALL!).
I waited. waited. and then waited! Hoping clouds wouldn't set in (I live in Oregon so that's no mean feat in March). And at last. At long bloody last, night came. I hadn't had much ocassion to look up in the months since comet Holmes but a few days ago swore that red dot at zenith had to be Mars. So i pointed my scope there for first light and... and... oh yes! oh my! never did that tiny planet look so good as in first light. Over to M42, and oh yes... pinpoint, really pinpoint trapezeum and structure easily visible in the nebula even at 7:30pm. I was happy for the extra aperture, having lived with a 6" mak for a long time. then purely by recognition, that amber color, could it be? i hadn't checked a map but i could pick that out of a police lineup... it was! yes, it was... saturn. This flood of emotion hit me. How all the above had to happen and how I persevered even as I shelved my project to get myself back together, i didn't shelve it permanently, I did it!
And now, I am seeing these sights with my own naked eyes. Some question that, saying a telescope is cheating and it's not truly with your own natural senses. But when your senses, your hands, intellect, and perseverance made you an instrument that extends your senses, then arguably, what you are seeing is entirely EARNED. And that is the great thing about ATM. I made this with my own two hands so that my own two eyes could take in what I'm taking in and that our puny little ant brains are able to do this, are able to comprehend how to extend our senses, and what it is we're taking in though it is trillions of miles away and all but invisible, i am just so proud to be human. At this time. And to be FINISHED MY SCOPE!
Thank you to all here for your bottomless help with my project! Now, to get to know the sky without any batteries, computers, and that stupid goto I've wrestled with for years...
Very sincerely,
TomL
Portland, OR